If she doesn’t bring you joy I am sure that someone here will be willing to give her a good home.
Do it because you enjoy it life is too sort to waste time on things you don't like. Look at it like this every time you have to pull something off to replace it she gets better. And for hobby or work big trucks cost big bucks, if you want to play you gotta pay.
Rest assured that IH has plenty of places to stuff cash, there’s just no getting around it.
