g et the grades up, build a bridge and get over it,, you are lucky that he did not take the computer away too...how much do you like before you finish,,,,you can do it ,use this as a reason to get better grades, as others have said, you should learn from this, things that you want may require hard work, when you get out on your own you can then do things as you want..good luck,,you can do it and you will appreciate all this in the long run,,,,regards.