Brian,
You're well aware that everyone goes through the tough times. Reading your story reminded me that I'm not important. My children are. I work evenings and when I get home, the kids are already in bed and asleep. Sometimes when I get home I go in their rooms, pick them up, hold them and tell them I love them. This is definetly one of those nights.
GOD bless you and your family. I will be praying for you.
Brian