Mike: you’re normal᠁ and there is help for you and us. I attend local ATA meetings᠁(Antique Trucks Anonymous)᠁start a group and open your garage door. Let those in with far away eyes, the downtrodden with rotten running boards and A pillars, the dented and sagging..soon they will have primer on their metal and brake lines that wont rust.
I seem to resemble this remark. Years ago when I started my 59' I would put all of the receipts and invoices in a folder. Someday when I'm Older and Grayer I might actually add them all up, though I doubt it. You can't figure your time, time is a given when working on these old trucks, it's like seeing a therapist and not paying for therapy. My BIL says "We're making memories"
PS, where's my paper clip bracelet?